Sister Missed

I wept to you in long wet sobs, Explained that my heart aches with sad thoughts. My sister you show no sign that your heart throbs. Leaving pieces to my puzzle I hope you solve. The effort of my pillows do more to comfort me. The sway of the willow trees give me more ease. I miss you and all the similarities we share long lost loves. I lost you to the cause of your contentment. I wished for us to be little again. Just to feel you hold my hand. Just to see the sun shine so bright. Just so you would shield my eyes. Growing older with you far away is more than an ache or a dull pain its a storm with out the rain. A house with out a home. A David with out the gnome. A thought of us keeps me moving along. I listen to all your favorite songs. I write your name just to remember your signature for you too be happy I reluctantly stay miserable. I feel like I was sliced in half and you picked not me but the cash. I drift along and you tell me to grow up We visit and your up tight So I laugh and say losen up! we changed and now our bond is not good enough.